SO MUCH ON MY MIND!

I'm nervous as fuk bout this damn audition. I have no idea what I'm gonna have to act out. On CaMera! I can't even Practice! Lol this is either gonna make me or break me on Thursday ugh somethin I want soooo badddddddd I would do damn near anything To get it! Lol yes even that!... Keep yo mind out the guttah But seriously i don't think y'all understand.. Acting and music is my one true passion music is my closet passion. Def don't want a career!

But acting lord lord lord I wonna do it soo bad and it ain't even for the money I would act in hit movies and tv shows for free! I just want To act! That's alll I ever wanted to so in life. Act and b in a posistion to help others and make a HUGE difference in ppls lives If I don't get it Thursday I'm givin up the whole dream. Imma b as mad as I was when I lost my 26$ an hour job fresh outta highskool lol ugh UGH do u have any idea how much money that is!!??? I think I almost commited suicide I was so mad! Lol that was almost 6 Years ago and I still get pissed thinkin bout it lol

They want a port for my modeling. I really don't wonna b a model tho lol that just ISNT what I'm trying to so wit my life rite now Yeah I've done a few things but I don't got the passion for it like I do ACTING! Lol ugh now I'm wide awake lol n e way thanks for reading