Saturday, July 28, 2012

ITS BEEN A VERY LONG TIME SINCE I POSTED!


ITS BEEN A WHILE and i just have to get this off my chest.. Over the past day i have what looks like lost numerous relationships because i work too much. do i need to take a hint??
 
Is working as hard as I do to be successful with the goal of being a millionaire by 30 one of the dumbest decisions of my life? Am I wasting my 20’s? I look at everyone who has NO goals.. who has NO clear paths for their future and I just DON’T want to be one of them.

So many people sit around doing absolutely NOTHING with their lives.. they are satisfied with what LITTLE they have and they don’t have any sort of willingness to do better.. it’s a HUGE world out there FULL of ENDLESS opportunity why do I feel like im the only one going after the possibilities?? Why do I feel like im WRONG for trying to grasp what I know is within my grasp to grasp!?!

I have a goal I have a path that is VERY straight and narrow im walking down it and I see the end in sight. Because of that I have RUIENED relationships.. Friendships.. because im NEVER around I NEVER go out I don’t do things normal 25 yr olds do. My life is consumed with my work and I don’t have time for pleasure. I figure ill have plenty of time for that when I get 30 if I meet my goal. It’s a HUGE chance that im taking I know but im really starting to re think all of this.

I feel like im SO close to my dream and its JUST around the corner and it just drives me more and more to NOT give up.. but SOMETHING is GOING to give.. either its gonna b my mind or my success. Well that’s a chance I am willing to take I guess.

1 comments:

Ashleekeys09 said...

Ecclesiates Chapter 3: verses 1 -8 says that there is a time for everything. There's a time for work, for play, for rest, for food. There's a time for everything. Meaning that its not wrong to spend time doing anything, its the AMOUNT of time you spend doing it. As long as you are using your time wisely and varied. Too much of anything is never good, but too little of something is not good either. You need balance.

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For everything there is an appointed time,+ even a time* for every affair under the heavens: 2 a time for birth+ and a time to die;+ a time to plant and a time to uproot what was planted;+ 3 a time to kill+ and a time to heal;+ a time to break down and a time to build;+ 4 a time to weep+ and a time to laugh;+ a time to wail+ and a time to skip about;+ 5 a time to throw stones away+ and a time to bring stones together;+ a time to embrace+ and a time to keep away from embracing;+ 6 a time to seek+ and a time to give up as lost; a time to keep and a time to throw away;+ 7 a time to rip apart+ and a time to sew together;+ a time to keep quiet+ and a time to speak;+ 8 a time to love and a time to hate;+ a time for war+ and a time for peace.+ 9 What advantage is there for the doer in what he is working hard at?+
10 I have seen the occupation that God has given to the sons of mankind in which to be occupied.+ 11 Everything he has made pretty in its time.+ Even time indefinite he has put in their heart,+ that mankind* may never find out the work that the [true] God has made from the start* to the finish.+ 12 I have come to know that there is nothing better for them than to rejoice and to do good during one’s life;+ 13 and also that every man* should eat and indeed drink and see good for all his hard work.+ It is the gift of God."

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