U ASK WHY? so i can buy fast cars? big houses? lol women? NO NO NO NO NO thats not it at all.. to be totally honest.. i want to be a millionaire so i can HELP others!! like i just cant help it i literally think i care about others more then myself.. i dunno why thats just how it iz.. i cant help it.. if i have 5 bucks to my name and i see somebody in need.. i give them my 5...then i just b broke...
everybody i know around me is just sad and depressed.. and i wish i could do something!! its making me depressed because i feel helpless! most of all they problems is MONEY.. they cant find jobs.. they want to work.. they caint afford billz.. they need places to stay.. they need to get outta situations.. and i just wonna help em all!!! i wish i had the freakin money to do it!!! ugh this is VERY annoying that all i can do is stand back and listen.. this SUX... im workin soo hard to get to the point in my life were i will just have the funds to fund others lol .. im not even trying to get shyt for me.. im just doin it for everybody else..thats kinda crazy i know.. but i much rather see everyone around me happy then just me b happy by myself cuz thats depressing..
now im not just talkin bout tha no life who is sitting around not even trying to do nothin wit they life.. im talkin bout those who are really trying to make they life better.. but its just not workin out... i been there.. i how how it feels.. and i never want to be there again.. and i just hate to see my friends who i love to death in my old situation.. somebody helped me.. (my momma) and now all i wonna do is help them.. everybody dont got mommas who can help em out.. ugh im makin myself more and more depressed.. everybody keep sayin.. u need to think about u and do u and worry bout u rite now.. but i just cant! lol im too worried bout everybody else!!
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
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