Sunday, April 11, 2010

AT WORK STRESSED!


I'm currently at work.. and so far the day has been going COMPLETELY WRONG!! i feel like TRASH!! i dunno why.. i woke up fully refreshed this morning.. but then something just hit me outta the blue and COMPLETELY messed up my day.. im making SOOO many mistakes.. im surprised i aint get pulled into the office and get fired already.. This is the FIRST SUNDAY i have EVER worked in my life lol.. that may be what the problem is.. GOD i am just a mess to day..
im stressing out soo bad that my FACE is starting to break out! lol smh.. this is just dumb... and not only that i can barely stay awake..i had like 3 cups of coffee but its NOT working!! WHAT IS GOING ON TODAY!?!?!? WHY AM I SOOOOO LOST AND CONFUSED!?? I NORMALLY ANSWER THESE PEOPLES QUESTIONS WIT NO PROBLEM!! BUT FOR SOME REASON IM STUMBLING OVER MY WORDS! IM GIVING INCORRECT INFORMATION! IM TOTALLY LOST WHEN TRYING 2 READ WHAT THEY HAVE ON THEY ACCOUNT.. ughhhhhhhhhhhh lord HELP!!!!! lol i need 2 get it 2gether before the end of the day or im gonna b DONEE.. i HATE having days like this.. this is how its supposed 2 b on MONDAYS lol not SUNDAYS.. the day of REST.. not WORK!! lol..
i need to take a HUGE breath and just start my day over lol.. another thing that threw me off 2day was i got audited and i recieved a VERY BAD score.. i know im new but i shouldnt b getting scores THAT BAD.. but as im reading over what i did wrong. i noticed that EVERYTHING I WAS MARKED FOR WAS THE EXACT OPOSITE OF WHAT I LEARNED IN TRAINING!!!!! WTF!!!??? this is just DUMB! its like the auditor and the trainer are on TWO completely different worlds lol.. i mean seriously... its 100% opposite.. im telling ppl information about they insurance from what was taught to me in training.. i get audited for saying..what i was taught..ughhhh
i need 2 stop trippin lol.. but damn damn damn im just sooo lost!
it will get better tho.. imma keep ma head up! lol i need 2 stop stressin out!.. but lord yall dont know how happy i am to have a JOB!! its been sooooooo long!!! even if i do gotta work on sundays lol thats kool.. thank you LORD for this JOB!!!.. aight.. well i said what i needed 2 say.. i feel much better now that i have my trusty blog 2 write too lol..

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